Loved and lost, or never loved at all? Which might you prefer?

I would prefer "Never loved at all." I enjoy being by myself, I don't mind it at all. I feel at peace when I am by myself because I don't have to please anyone. When I am with friends or my family, I want to please them. It is one of my ways of showing how much I care about them or love them. Such of these are as simple as giving up my last piece of gum or something large and difficult such as going to the mall with them even though I don't want to. To be back on track again, yes I would defiantly rather not have my love be lost. I was desperately in love (Family wise) to my great aunt. She was my role model. I also greatly loved my last dog Lady. They both have passed, around the same time. It was too much to bear. Although I say that I would rather be not loved than have my love lost, I do enjoy being in love with someone. It is just so hard to deal with someone you love being lost to you. I know (To me) it sounds weak, but love is not a game to screw around with. Once cupid's arrow hits you, one wrong move can send the sharp tip plunging through your heart.